just wanted to share another pic for today. it is my at home pic for my mentoring group:)

missing milo

well we lost our dog yesterday. we pretty much had to pay 200 dollars to have someone kill our dog we loved and now miss. he had a blockage in his stomach from eating things he was not supposed to and we could not pay the 1600 to 1800 to fix him. further more no one (vet) is willing to work with you. i mean NO ONE!. I get the fact that they have to protect themselves but gosh if your dog is sick and you don't have the money to fix them then sorry you have to kill them??? TOTALLY sucks!!!! also when you take your dog in for an obvious sickness you would expect them to note that. instead they do this physical as if he is totally fine and write down that he is a little under weight, depressed, and acting abnormal. well hell who wouldn't be if they were in his situation??? i mean instead of understanding it felt like the finger was being pointed at us with a (horrible owners) attached to it. it is very hard to deal with. Milo was such a sweet dog and a friend to all of us. he loved to cuddle with me...play with Skye...and obsess over Nathan:). defiantly going to miss the kisses ,golden hugs, and just overall greatness of him. we went to my sisters house last night (they made us dinner) and when we came home there was nothing waiting for us. no wagging tail or whine in excitement....NOTHING. the house seems very quiet(even with Skye running around and playing begging for a pop tart) and well just down right depressing. all i wanted to do today was go to a pet store and play with all the little puppies. not that they are going to replace him but something about animals in general (dogs) for me just make things a little easier. so heres to remembering milo...we will miss him.

ps. to those of you that think it is stupid and ridiculous to be this upset over a dog...and talk about them as if they were nothing more then just a mere possession. GET A LIFE and have the balls and compassion to care about something other then yourself. just wondering how a living breathing thing that gives you its all is laughable when lost. SERIOUSLY grow up!!!

just having one of those days...

you know where nothing seems to be going right???? well i figured out why the computer was running so SLOW but it still needs to be replaced either way. found one we like but have to wait a little while longer. so here is my picture of the day....(it makes me smile). took this of skye yesterday and she was cracking up bc she farted!!! silly girl. enjoy!

here is one of Elizabeth ,Skyelars cousin and cutie extraordinaire !!! got to take a couple pics of her last Thursday.

just a test...be back later tonight

broken computer

so the computer is kinda sorta broken:(...hope to be back on soon with some more pictures

Tripod Tuesday. I had another shot in mind today but i was not able to get it done:(. i turned off all of the lights and put the candle at the edge of the kitchen table. i think the flames are a little too bright and it would have looked better with just a single tee light but this was they only thing i had. my settings were 1/40 f. 5.6 iso 800. oh and a little good news for us!!!! skye got model of the week for fcbm and also got an offer to model 3 outfits from a designer on that site:)

here is my macro for monday...lol...but it is more like shallow depth of field then anything else!

welp here i am again....he he just 3 of skye since i could not get anyone else to model for me:). i am not sure that i like the conversion on these or the crop for that matter but here they are.

what i like friday...here where a couple shots of a book that i love......breaking dawn from the twilight saga and a part from twilight where bella says "i love you" to edward for the first time out loud.

well i tried to take some more pics today and well they need some work to say the least:(....will try again tom:)

have not posted in a while!!

so i have a LOT to share:). i got a new lighting kit for Christmas so i have been having fun playing around with it. also my cousin Brandi had her little bundle of cuteness (Lucas) and when i went to visit i got to take some pics:) now i am working on skin tones but i am no where close to being perfect:). anyways here they are.