who cares????? I CARE....well i do now!

this has nothing to do with my pictures today...and well since this blog is about my life also (well kinda) its ok for me to write about it right?


I HAVE DECIDED TO START CARING! to start caring about myself bc lets face it, who is going to if i don't? that's right no one!!!!! why would anyone have respect or care about me when i don't? i think that people follow by example! if you act like your feelings don't get hurt or they don't matter so will the people around you. i also wanted to just state that the saying "treat people the way you would want to be treated" is a bunch of bs. WHY??? well some people are just jerks...no matter how you treat them or how much you try to be kind they still like to stomp on you for good measure! so along with caring about myself i am also going to work on caring about others but not so much so that i let them run me down every time they see fit.  I AM IMPORTANT 2! just bc some don't think i am does not make it so. without me, my daughter would not have a mother and that in its self makes me important. do i have other factors that make me important??...sure we all do but i think it is  imperative to stand up for our selves. Don't be the low man on the totem pole just bc other people put you there. have enough confidence in yourself to say hey it's ok if some people don't like me. I don't have to change myself or belittle myself just so they will hang around for a little while, or will say a kind word to me ever so often. i am going to care about myself and if others have a problem with that they can be on there way! i am no longer going to apologize for myself (unless i have done something and i am in the wrong). i am also no longer going to put others life ahead of my own and my family's. and last but not least i am not going to deal with judgement from others, you do what works for you and leave it at that. i am also going to work at not judging others bc well it hurts and there is always another story to be told. Oh and one last thing..... if you send a zinger my way expect one back!!!! i have had enough with the bullies in my life and i plan on changing it real soon!!!



CARING FOR SELF STARTS...........................................NOW!!!!!!!: